Backgammon Rules#Bearing Off, Vic Morawksi, expert backgammoner, teaches the basic to the game including the rules that govern the bear off.
Backgammon rules have a section known as bearing off where the stone is hit during bearing off must come home before bearing off any more
I kind of feel like I should be all freaked out about the holiday but I am not.
I have one relative who is trying her usual best but that too shall pass. Since she is not paying rent for space in my brain I am going to just get her to the and call in day with that.
I truly believe with all my heart that thoughts are things and what you think about produces itself in it's physical equal. In all areas of life.
I fucked up my life pretty bad with booze and bad thinking. A few short months ago I wished to be dead. I prayed to just die.. It was truly the worst place I had ever been in my soul EVER.
I have about as much desire right now to drink as putting my hand in an open flame. Christmas is here for me it started this weekend and I am trilled I will wake sober. It's been ages since I enjoyed it.
When I started this I heard that my healing could happen fast or slow but either way it was worth the effort. I chose fast in my head. And boy I think God and the Universe heard me. I actually kind of like one of my jobs now. I have found creative ways for gifts. I put it out there that I needed help and boy did I get it.
In talking to my oldest brother he said he decided to serve no booze at Christmas. Much of my family has fallen on the wagon with me. What is cool is it's not to coddle me. Each one that has stopped has told me that it was a good idea for them.
Now I know someone is going to think that I am setting myself up but I told my brother that it's not fair to do that to those who drink. My 85 year old Dad has two tops from time to time and my other brother drinks quite a bit and often. He has not made up his own mind and it would be worse if it is forced. If either of them do indulge it makes no difference to me. For the first time in a long time I feel happy in my own skin.
I'm teary with good feelings. The amount of support, good will and love that has been laid out for me to accept is huge.
I'm am going to ask one more thing from the universe and that is to get my cousin on this plane and out of Chicago with as much ease as possible. If anyone reading this prays toss in a good word for me as I need all the positive energy that I can get for this one.